my favorite moment of the night is
when it's all light sound and blurry vision enrapturing
when the cold air hits me as I step out the uber
when time thins into a filament I swallow
when the absence of living is not deadly
when novelty is a fool's burden
when i'm not afraid
when I'm sweaty forgetting and gossamer possibility
when he brushes past me and puts his hand on the small of my back
when I remember I have a small of my back
when it's the sweet bliss of oblivion
when it's not about knowing better it's about knowing nothing
when I do it every weekend like a ritual
when our gazes lock, a dance of power
when you be/hold me and I be/hold you
when I know who I am because you told me so
when the club is a pilgrimage site
when i'm locked in time with the bellow of a kick drum
when I'm stuck in sound and vision something like religion
when i'm with my friends
when I'm the disco ball, the grid of mirrors made up of reflections
when you and i become enmeshed.