my favorite moment of the night is when it's all light sound and blurry vision enrapturing when the cold air hits me as I step out the uber when time thins into a filament I swallow when the absence of living is not deadly when novelty is a fool's burden when i'm not afraid when I'm sweaty forgetting and gossamer possibility when he brushes past me and puts his hand on the small of my back when I remember I have a small of my back when it's the sweet bliss of oblivion when it's not about knowing better it's about knowing nothing when I do it every weekend like a ritual when our gazes lock, a dance of power when you be/hold me and I be/hold you when I know who I am because you told me so when the club is a pilgrimage site when i'm locked in time with the bellow of a kick drum when I'm stuck in sound and vision something like religion when i'm with my friends when I'm the disco ball, the grid of mirrors made up of reflections when you and i become enmeshed